hEy YaLl, DaYm, FiRsT i WaNnA tHaNk AlL dAh "FeLLaS".. tHaT gOt MeEh DeM bEaUtYfUl GiFtS.... tHaT wAs VeRy SwEet...

wELl, LaST nYtE wAs KeWl, I wAs TaLkIn To DrE bOuT mIZZ ShAyLa Fo AwHiLe ThEn I WaS TaLkInG tO "rUdY"... hEHe.. We hAd A vErY nIcE cOnVeRsAtIoN.. hEs AmAzInG.. i SwEaR!!... i hoPe I caN geT tO kNOE hIm BeTtEr ThOuGh... DaYm HeS gOnNa BeEH gONe ToDaE aNd VaLeNtInEs DaT... oH wElL, I wIsH hIm GoD lUcK... cUz HeS gOiNg To A cOlLEgE iN LA tO pLaY fOoTBaLl AnD rUn TrAcK.. sO yEa... UmM, DaYm, IM rEaLlY cRuShIn.. AnD nOt CuZ hEs "RuDy SaLaZaR"... "bIg MayN oN cAmPuS".. iTs BeCaUsE HeS a ReAllY gReAt GuY thAt I wOuLd ReAllY lIKe To GeT tO kNOe mOrE oF...i MeAN, i OnO iF hE sTiLl bE iNtErEsTeD... bUt Im NoT gOnNa DiSsIsS iT sO sOoN... i DiD tHaT bEfOrE aNd I wOnT lEt ThAt HaPpEn AgEn... So YeA, uMmM.. AfTeR i TaLkEd To HiM i WeNt To SlEeP aNd DrE wOkE mEeH uP... iTs A gOoOd ThInG hE dId CuZ tHeN i wEnT tO a pArTy IN "sKyLiNe".. WiD sUm pEePs... DiDnT sTaY lOnG jUsS uNtIl MiDnIgHt CuZ i HaD sOmEoNe OnE mY mInD... wInK wInK... lOlZ, bUT umm yEa....

VALENTINES DAY TOMORROW!!.. No BiG rOmAnTiC pLaNs... JuSs, kIcK bAcKwId My HeMmIeS aNd My CrAzY asS cUzInS aNd Go To Tj AnD Go ClUbBIn... HaLLAh!!!... My CuzInS ArE fRuM tEmeCuLa So I dOnT geT to SeE thEm AlL dAh tYmE... aHyTe WeLl, dAtS bOuT iT cHaLl... ImA oUt... GoWn WiD iT!!

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VALENTINES DAY!!!... tOmMoRrOw,

hAlLaH.. dAyM i JuSS GoT hOmE fRuM aN aFtEr PaRtEe @ gEnAs PaD... oKaE I wEnT tO tHe LuAu @CP lIkE aRoUnD 6 .. I pIcKeD uP gemMZ aNd DrE... tHaT wAs OfF thE hOoK... iT wAs FuN dAnCiNg WiD aLl ThE hEMmiEs AnD tHe LaYdEEHz... I wAs SuRpRiSeD wHeN "AnThOnY" gRaBbEd My ArM oUtA nO wHeRe AnD wAnTed To DaNcE wId MeEEh... bUt Umm tHeN hE aSkEd MeEh IF i WaNtEd To Go OuTsIdE AnD i WaS aLl sUrE.. sO wE wEnT AnD i SwEaR wE hAvEnT tAlKeD iN lIkE tWo MoNtHs So It ReAlLy MeAnT aLoT tO mEeH... sO wE tAlKeD aNd As MuCh As It WaS hArD tO tElL hIm I hAd To LeT hIm kNoE tHat I JuSs WaNtEd To BEEh FrEnS.... nOtHin mOrE oR lEsS... hE sAiD sUm ThInGs, I sAiD wHaT i HaD tO sAy... AnD wE fInAlLy GOt SoMe "ClOSEr"... To "Us"... I wAlKeD hIm BaCk To ThE dOoR aNd I hUgGeD hIm tIgHt AnD i SaId ImA gO bAcK tO tHe StAdIuM cUz I WAnTeD tO tHiNk... (bEsiDes, I dIdNt WaNt AnYoNe To SeE uS tOgEtHeR wAlKiNG bAcK iNtO tHe GyM.... nEhOo i SaT dOwN aNd LooKeD At ThE bEaUtYfUl StArS... cRyInG cUz It WaS sO hArD tO fInAlLy LeT gO... mY hEarT rEaLly WaNtS tO mAkE tHiNgS wOrK.... bUt ThAtS JuSs A DrEaM cUz I kNoW nO mAtTeR whAt.. It WoNt WoRk.... Im In So MuCh PaIn... BuT i Knoe I dId tHe RiGht ThInG... aNd i knOw A FRiEnDsHiP wId HiM... is WaY bEtTeR tHeN a ReLaTiOnShIp.... So YeA, i WiPeD oFf dAH tEaRs AnD wEnT bAcK iN tO tHe GyM tO gO gEt My FrEAk On... By ThIs TyMe ThEy WeRe AnoUnCiNg ThE BMOC.... wINnEr.. HeLl yeA ruDy...!!!!.. NeHoO thEn ThEy PlAyEd SLoW jAmS aNd I sLoW DAnCeD wId EdSoN AnD qUitiEn... It WaS kEwL.. tHeN I wEnT bAcK wId DaH lAyDeEhZ... sHaY gOt LoW... hEehEe....uMmM, dEn AfTeR the DaNcE i DrOpPeD oFf DrE aNd GeMmz ThEn cAmE hOmE.. i TalKeD tO dRe On DaH pHoNE aNd He WaS tElLiNg MeEh HoW It Was FuN aNd AlL... hElLs YeA.. dAtS hOw CaStLe DoEs it BaYbEh... lOlZ... neHoO i GoT OfF @lIkE 11:15... tHeN i AtE aNd I gEt A cAlL frOm.. MaRsHaLl SaYiNg To CuM tO gENa'S PaD fO a ShAkE dOwN... sO hE sCoOpEd MeEH uP aNd I wEnT tHeRe AnD iT wAs off thE cHaIn... I gOt LoW wId SuM fInE aSs GuYS... iMeAn ThEy WeRe aMaZiNg....!! fO dAh FiRsT tYmE i GoT a LaP dAnCe... AcTuAlLy.. LaP dAnCe_S..!!!!oN dAh ReAl!... JoRdAn BrOke It DoWn AnD sAnG a SlOw JaM... mAyN... dIs OnE GuY i DaNced WiD tO jOrDaNs SoNg WaS hOtT!!!... dIdNt CagHt The NaMrE tHoUgH... jOrDaN... wHo It BEeh HeMmIe???.. HoOk It Up DoGg!!!!..

wElL, I dAnCeD mOsT oF tHe TymE tHeN I wEnt To Go BrInG jAnElLe HoMe CuZ sHe WaS sObErInG uP aNd WaNtEd To SlEeP... tHeN mArShAlL bRoUgHt MeEh HoMe ArOuNd 4:00... AnD hUrR I bEeh.... I wAnT tHe DiGiTs JoRDaN.. yAh KnOe OfF yAh FiNe LoOkIn BRoThA!! LoLz... HeEhee.. wElL, gOnNa Be_OuNcE.. cUz i NEEd To SlEeP.. I gOtTa WakE uP eArLy tOdAE.. liKe In TwO hOuRs Fo... bOxInG... wElL aHyTe... GoWn WiD iT.....

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wHoA... iM bAcK!!!?!?!.. tHaNkS yAlL Fo DaH sUpPoRt WhIlE iVe BeEN oUtA mY pAd... BuT my MoM wEnT tO "TEMECULA".. tO vIsIt FaMiLy... AnD wHeN sHe CoMeS bAcK sUnDaY nIgHt wE'rE gOnNA wOrK tHInGs OuT... ThAnX tO aLl dAh HeMmIeS fO dAh SuPpOrT... sHaY sHaY, rHeENa, DrE, mY sIsTaH rOsA,pAtTy CaKe...jOrDan AnD dAh FeLLaS (to MaNy To NaMe)... AnD mOsT oF aLl AlLiSoN aNd AmBeR.. fO tHe AdViCe AnD fO lOokIn oUt Fo MeEH iN mY tImE oF neeD.. yAlL aRe ThE bEsT... nOw I kNoE wHo I cAn TrUsT iN dIs WoRlD... aNd WhO dAh ReAl HeMmIeS aRe... I hOpE oNe DaY i CAn Do ThE sAmE fOr YaLl.. lUv YaH... wELl, iMa Go NoW... WiD jAnELlE tO hEr bRoThEr'S (bY tHe Way IS vERY hOtT).. bIrThDAy PaRtEe... AhYtE wElL, tHaNx AgEn... AnD i ThiNk ThInGs ArE gOnNa BeEh BeTtEr NoW... mUaHz..MuCh LuV... gOnE wId It!!!

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NESSA,

damn chick... we all worried bout you.i mean where have you been. its like your in so much pain about somethin and instead of talking bout it you keep it in side and really nessa, it shows. i have never seen you so sad! i know you aint trippin on a "guy", cuz we all know you NEVER let yourself go through that, imean cuz your "you:, nessa unpingco, someone who never gets all crazy over a guy. you just dont care like that, unless that kinda thing changed...? okae so please talk to us babe, we love you with all our hearts and we miss you. you need to come back to MONTGOMERY HIGH cuz i see the hurt in your eyes and i can tell its killing you so much. we all miss you and you know monty is where your home is. who knows,  maybe you'll overcome your fear of "boyfriends" and give you des FINE FELLAS who want you so much!! you know its true. well, hit me up girl so you cantell me whats on your mind. please cuz i never seen you like this and it kinda scares me to know that your someone or somethin could hurt you.lets face it babe, you usually dont give a shit bout what anyone thinks. well, im here for you, all of us, you know who we are. alright well bye. i love you NESSA!!!!!!!!!!!

I wIsH tHeRe waS A wAy To MaKe It AlL Go AwAy... DiSapPeAr Fo EvEr... AnD lEaVe MeEh AlOnE.... I wIsH tHeReS a Way TO tAkE iT aLl baCk.... BuT tHeReS nOt..... SuCh A dAyM sHaMe.....